So…..been kinda thinking a lot today, tis 2 weeks into the new year, and I’m quite liking it so far tbh!

Was thinking about this year though, I normally make plans n resolutions n all that jazz for what I’m gonna change.

This year….I’m gonna hang in at work for a while n learn as much as I can about the business, and the marketing side of it, and get fully trained whilst they’re paying for it, then I’m going to try and get a transfer out of the city I’m in. There are a load of people here that I love, but the city is beginning to bore me, I miss the countryside, I miss having people (and I’m not sure if this is my friends, or if it’s a “growing up” thing) that are willing to go out n play, run around in the woods and make sandcastles on the beach and just have a giggle, without needing drink or drugs as an excuse to act like a child.  I just kinda want a change of scenery, though I get like this a lot, every few months I just get really bored of being here, of doing the same things with nothing new to explore.

And, if I don’t get a transfer, my dad was talking about opening a coffee shop, so the option of running that is there for me too.

I want to get my own flat, I just want to get a space of my own, that I can do what I want in, I want to be able to come home n cook what i want and leave the dishes til the morning lol, or wander to the kitchen to get a drink of milk in the middle of the night without having to put clothes on. Or not have to worry about flatmates hearing sex noises!! Or not try and be quiet when I crawl home from the pub.

Boys? well, I’m not setting any ambitions or any of that crap, cos none of it is reliable when there’s someone else involved, all I want is to be happy, and with someone that makes me happy, for as long as possible.

I want to see my family more this year, esp my dads side. i don’t spend enough time with them.

Obviously there’s the usual shit that i kinda want to do but don’t care about enough to actually put effort into it – losing weight, going to the gym, taking better care of my skin, eating healthier, blah blah blah blah blah.

Can’t think what else there is really. i’m so sleepy!