Kinda bored, day off of work today, yesterday too =]

My new manager at work as a complete ass. He’s making things difficult for everyone and upsetting staff, and I’ve had more than 4 customers ask for customer relations number to call and complain about him, it’s not good! Gonna have to sit him down n tell him what’s what, since clearly he thinks that his way is working when it isn’t. Ah well. Got offered a new job, so thinking about taking that. Or maybe looking for a transfer to a different city.

Been kinda looking at buying a flat. But the money thing is difficult at the moment for everyone. My dad says he’s more than willing to help out, but I kinda just feel guilty. But looking anyway, I just want to get a place of my own that I can call home.

You know how we all have days where you just wake up and feel like you look horrid? I hate those days, had one yesterday, but I was just thinking, why don’t we have days when we wake up and feel pretty?! Why don’t we ever wake up, look in the mirror when brushing our teeth and instead of thinking “man i look like hell” why not “heeey i look pretty good today!” I imagine Joey from friends felt like that a lot lol!

And as well, i was thinking last night, not that i should probably say this out loud, or type it on my blog, whatever, but when is it safe to let the fat out?! lol, was lying in bed, and i love that feeling when you’re lying in bed with someones arms around you and you just feel so safe and so cosy, i love that, i love standing outside with a guy behind you with his arms around your waist, it’s just the safest feeling in the world, but when you’re lying like that, I dunno about guys, but i know all the girls I know lie there holding in their stomach fat lol, regardless of how skinny you are, cos i used to do that when i was skinny too lol, but when is it safe to stop?! Cos you lie n hold it in til he’s asleep, but then what?! I always imagine that you let the fat go n just see their arm pinging away like something from a cartoon….though i hope nobody has enough hidden fat to do that!! lol!! But if you let it out whilst they’re asleep then they’re gonna wake up before you do n be like eeeww you were super skinny when i was cuddling you last night!

On a more fun note….y’know how you can do a pregnant tummy?! like when you push your tummy out really far?! I’m aaaacce at it, i can bounce coins on it LOL as i so sweetly and drunkenly showed one of my exes when we’d just got together ha ha ha ha, bless him!

Off to clean some more. Take care gorgeous!