Magpie's Shiny Things

i saw the most beautiful man in the world today.

Everyone was shocked that I thought he was beautiful because apparently I have a “type”. It’s true, I totally do have a “type”. I like em tall. I like em skinny. And I like em geeky. But this guy, wow. Y’know how there are some people you see and they just kinda take your breath away? Normally famous, air brushed people I guess. But he was like that, he was just so pretty!! His boyfriend was so sweet too!! But yeah, enough about him.

So apparently I have a type. I guess it really is true, the majority of my exes are similar, tall, skinny, long hair, cheeky smiles and gorgeous eyes…weird!

KISS soon, still trying to figure out how to pay for it though. Boo!! Gonna have to figure it out though, hotel n buses are booked, and I can’t miss out on seeing them!! So fingers crossed I guess!!

I hadheaps of things to say til I sat down n tried to write them. My heads a mess just now. Not enough sleeping I guess =]

off for foooooods

x

Hey hey hey my lovelies!

So it’s been a while, sorry about that.

Been kinda busy, what with getting glasses, getting suuuuuuper drunk and then volcanos erupting.

I’ll work backwards through that lol, so I work at an airport. Tis fantastic, I absolutely adore the place and the majority of the people. Tis also kinda sad though, on the days that i work in departures, everyone saying bye makes me a little bit emotional lol! But last Thursday a volcano erupted in iceland – have you noticed that’s what everyone says? because nobody can pronounce the name of the volcano!!! And  the ash has ruined the airspace over a whole heap of places! So i got Thursday, Friday, Saturday n Sunday off of work (score!!). when i went back the place was dead, hourly meetings with the airport managemenet to find out what’s happening, n a mess everywhere, but last night the secretary of state met with a heap of awesome scientist dudes and decided to lift the airban, so hopefully all will be back to normal soon!!

On Friday i got bored, invited a friend round for dinner, had a bottle of wine and some beer, and decided to go out. Met up with Lindsay, she’s fantastic! and had a few quiet drinks, then got a text from blackjesus, wanting us to go see my ex’s band play. Was kinda having second thoughts, I haven’t seen him much since we split, though he texts me pretty often. Lindsay said it’d be totally fine n not to be a pussy lol, so we went along, i danced lots, GOD i love his band, like, completely adore it, i love the drummer, he’s completely phenomenal, so it was good to see the guys again, then went to a nightclub, danced lots there too, then my friend was bored so we went to another  bar, apparently without telling anyone lol. By this point my feet wanted me to die, i’d worn 6inch high heels, they’re sooooooo pretty, bright green snake print and super high and i just adore them, but wow my feet were not amused. went to this other bar, my friend had an argument with the bar staff n stormed out, n i went to see where he was, couldn’t find him, n got lost, til i got a heap of texts from blackjesus asking where the fuck i was so phoned him to get him to tell me how to get home lol. Woke up in the morning with the most massive blisters ever on my feet, hurt to walk. Then had a BBQ, and drank all day, then spent sunday in bed. Was gonna do a radio show with bj on sunday night but we didn’t have time to get it set up =[ BOO!!!

and the glasses. the stupid glasses. so i went in, picked frames that i kinda like - even though the bitch optician wouldn't let me have power rangers ones =[ BOO!!!! - and went n sat n waited n she was like yeah thats £140 please, i mean WTF!! for glasses!!! I was appalled. but anyway, I paid for them, finally got the lenses fitted n they came back yesterday so been wearing them, but i look like an idiot. I'm not loving them, although Stacey and me have been joking around saying we're now Team Speccies =]

Hmmm….can’t think what else, going to see KISS in less than 3 weeks, but my works changed my paydate so gonna have to figure out a way to pay for it all. well, i just need to pay the hotel and drinks lol, the rest is sorted.

anyways, gonna go get some breakfast i think, super hungry!

take care, i’ll be trying to be here more again now!

hey there you ^^,

so things are good just now =]

been really happy atm, i love when that happens =]

met up with an old friend the other day for some drinks, which was amazing! we had such a good night and got totally caught up =]

And, i’m meant to be going out tonight with another old friend, haven’t seen him in ages but looking forward to tonight, he’s fun to drink with!!

Can’t write too much atm cos looking at the screen hurts my eyes, i’m kinda in chat a bit, but not really, again, hurts my eyes. Gotta get glasses =[

gotta go pick them up tomorrow =[ =[ =[ sooooo don’t want to.

take care

xx

i’m tired =]

working all the time jsut now and, much as i love it, it’s totally tiring me out. i don’t have time for anything else just now at all, i totally want to come home, n crawl into bed and have loads of amazing cuddles and kisses and just sleep for aaaages.

but ah well, it’ll get better once my training is finished =]

one month and four days til KISS. I’m really excited but it’s kinda shitty timing too. meh.

I’ve got to get glasses. I’m totally heartbroken lol. I think i actually died inside a little bit when the optician told me =[

MY face isn't the right shape for glasses. I can pull off almost any hat in the world, but put glasses on me and i look like an idiot. And it means the haircut i want isn't gonna look right now. and and and, just booooo =[ i'm gonna have to hide every time i need to wear them. Kinda good i guess, cos at the moment i can't spend too long on the pc cos my eyes get super sore, and things like light thats too bright totally hurts them too. suckages.

so i'll be in less pain but i'll look like a complete fool.

My sister caught a swan the other day, i was so impressed!!!!

Just realised how much my bedroom needs tidied, totally just been throwing everything on the floor when i get home at nights.

off to find something to do that hurts me eyes less =]

So it’s eastertime….woop?!

Can’t wait til it’s over, i’m totally getting rid of all the sweeties n things n i’m gonna get rid of my belly lol!!

Loving work at the moment, been working tonnes, n stupid hours so i tend to come home, maybe talk online for an hour n then totally crash out.

And then someone phones me n wakes me up =[ grrrrrrr!!!!

but yeah, work rules atm.Getting a new coffee machine n all the staff have been warned that if they put a single fingerprint on it i will remove all of their fingers. wooot!! But it's totally awesome, my manager is fantastic and we seem to have the same views on pretty much everything work wise, and out of work lol, so it's pretty ace!!

my little sister caught a swan today, i thought that was pretty damn awesome!! She caught it n put the ring on it's leg n then let it go =]

Can’t think what else really, just work n sleep. really need to dye my hair again. but got tonnes of stuff to do so it’s not too high on the list (and will still get done first cos i hate the blonde roots!!!)

I need glasses. boo =[ but i'm gonna get power rangers ones so it's not too bad!! =]

gonna go crash out, just a quick one today

Where did all the normal people go?!

Like, seriously, where did they go?!

Everyone has gone mental, if it’s not deranged girlfriends or boyfriends being crazy, it’s flatmates demanding to be treating like partners, or people demanding attention for nothing, or people getting huffy about someone elses tits, i mean, COME ON!!! people have boobs, sluts will show boobs, it’s not like they’re showing vag. and if it’s not that it’s people complaining about situations that they’ve clearly gotten themselves into, eugh, we need a mass cull of idiots.

Like, seriously, almost everyone is annoying the bejesus outta me just now. Like, who gives a shit that some guy you haven’t even kissed for 5 years has a new girlfriend?! Or that your flatmate goes out on the pull?! Big woop. It’s just irritating me, we’re being bred into this fucking namby pamby touchy feely race of idiots.

It’s freakin mental.

no E numbers for kids (because they did us so much harm didn’t they?!)

no smoking in pubs (so now everyone, even kids walking about at night, walks through the smoke filled streets – and wtf covers the smell of BO now?!)

kids, like proper kids, in teeny tiny skirts and tops – and then people get pissed off about peadophiles?! stop dressing your child like a whore!!!

no playing in dirt when you’re a kid – so no immune system, so they all get ill. GERMS ARE GOOD!!! fucking retards.

no fun games when you’re a kid, no playing in the woods or anything, gaaaaaay!!!

The world totally pisses me off! Why can’t we all just be normal? what was so wrong with the way we were brought up?! When kids were kids, not mini adults with games consoles and laptops and all sorts, give it 40 years n the only tan people will have is the glare from the computer screen. It’s pathetic.

Hey there you!

Haven’t really updated much in a while, not really known what to say tbh.

My friend got out of hospital yesterday, after her car accident. She’s paralyzed cos of it. so that’s a bit shit. well, majorly shit.

My little sister is lead in her school play ^^, she’s soooooooooooooo cute!!! I wish i was going home to see her!!

Got pretty new shoes, wore them out the other day n now have blisters….should’ve known better, but they’re SO PRETTY!!!

Started my official training at work today, the woman was impressed with the things i’d already done so it all seems good!! Going to Edinburgh for a day next week and London for a few days after that, so looking forward to it!! Can’t wait to get all my training done and sorted and get to actually start properly working!! There’s soooo much that needs done there!! So much staff training to do!! and so much to sort out with paperwork and all sorts of things ^^, can’t wait!!!!

hmmmm…..what else? boys are kinda confusing atm. people seem to think that coming over pissed with their mates counts as spending time together. LOL, suuuure. But i did get a super cute penguin speaker ^^. meh, i dunno, i keep getting lectures left n right and people saying confusing things, and stories from all over the place, so i don’t know what to think or who to trust and it’s all weird. I just want a reliable boyfriend lol, one that i can call when i feel rubbish, n who’ll make effort to see me and spend time together. So i guess that’s my answer, meh.

Hmmm what else? Was one of my bestie’s birthdays last week, and i didn’t get to see her =[

got a massive bruise on my head from disaster sex. it’s SORE. like, you know those bruises that hurt when you look at them?! one of those.

ummm…….my flatmate totally wants in my friends pants, which is hilarious cos it’s soooooo not happening lol, she’s so funny about it when he gets flirty with her!!

just over a month til KISS!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!

think thats about it at the moment.

take care!!

Meh

Things are weird! lol!

Work is totally amazing, i absolutely love it!! Everyone is sooo nice! And i get so much work done every single day and it’s good fun and there’s sooo many little perks!! Apart from the 2.30am start today =[ OUCH!! up at 4.30am tomorrow too, but then off for 2 days =] i’m starting proper official training on saturday, i can’t wait to get it all done n out of the way!!

friends and family are all good! It’s all generally pretty good at the moment =]

x

Things are weird. Good, but weird.

Started my new job, LOVE it!!! Though there are gonna be a lot of arguments had lol, the  staff haven’t had much management/training for a while and they do things wrong, like leaving open binbags beside cake fridges and keeping out of date food and just general stupid things that you don’t do when you work with food that really annoy me lol, i’m messy as hell at home, but at work i like it to be all pretty and clean. And i swear to god, if one more person makes fingerprints on my shiny coffee machine i will cut their fingers off!!! GRRRR!!!

So yeah, it’s good so far, start my official training next saturday, getting trained up to do bar and restaurant management too, so once i’m done i’ll be able to walk into any bar/restaurant/cafe management position in the uk =] And i’m getting a drink licence!

So work is pretty neat atm.

Been talking to someone a whole heap more recently and it’s ace fun i love making new friends

things other than that are just a bit odd….the flat is amazing, the guys are being super cute just now, i love it

Planning holidays for going to see KISS, got the hotel booked n things =] Possibly going to London for work soon. and going to disneyland in october!!

can’t really think what else. i’m content but lonely. which doesn’t make sense. idk, i miss having someone to fall asleep with and wake up next to. waking up n getting cuddles and being all cosy and warm is one of my favourite things ever. bleugh. ah well =]

Worried about a couple of the girls, they’re all stressed about stuff and there’s not much i can do to help =[

Todays been a bit pants so far.

I woke up in a funny mood. I don’t really know why, but I’ve kinda spent the day wanting to cry. I dunno, it’s strange.

I feel lonely, which seems totally ridiculous, I mean, it just seems ungrateful. I’ve got amazing friends around me that’d be there no matter what, my family are (for the most part) completely fantastic. My flatmates are ace, but. But I just feel all alone and lonely, my family are a million miles away and all my friends have things going on too, they keep asking me what to do lol, so i’m helping as much as. But I just feel lonely.

It’s all weird. I just want someone to cuddle and fall asleep with, to be honest, I want someone to wrap me up in a massive big cuddle and tell me it’s all gonna be okay whilst I cry for a little while lol, how pathetic is that.

Start my new job tomorrow. I’m gonna be doing bar management and restaurant management as well as the usual training, and also be sent to england somewhere for a month training i think. Meh.

I’m gonna go n be mopey for a while.